Its time

Its time... for me to bring this baby out again. Just to personally persent my opinion on various subjects. Now, I'm not racist, first of all, but if you wanna call me that, thats for you to judge me.
Here are the facts: A black woman is accusing three white males of sexual assault. The media has totally dived into this, its juicy stuff, The New Black Panther has dived into the mess as well. A representitive of the New Black Panther group was interviewed on FOX news this morning, when asked 'why does the family say they do not want your interference?' he responds 'we have eaten dinner with the family, (just because you eat dinner with someone, doesn't mean you are life long friends, or even watned in their presence), and what I want to know is why is the media

from my journal

An exerpt:
"... I feel so regimented and restricted. Go to work, study here, go to class, do this do that. All these things I feel I have to do. But sometimes I just want to curl up in my bed... or drive away to somewhere unknown...... I just feel like letting go. Not going wild and crazy but, letting my heart go. Breaking down the wall I've built. I wanna feel free and vulnerable...."

Vulnerable and open, two things I'm not. I'm tired of feeling tied up.

I wanna be free.

So this is me being open, I know a few of you will read this. If you don't, its ok, but technically I'm being open to the whole world by typing this. Thats all thats important to me. I'm putting it out there, thats the hardest part.